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sunday morning january 18th 2010,,,
still,,i'm still beginning dis week with bad tought,,even don't know what should i do,,,what i dream of,,,all of this looked grey....but one thing i know,,do something that makes i feel comfort n happy...and maybe some people got the red bolt bout the resolution in this new year but not with me,,,hope i have too in this short time...

new story,,new me...

happy 2010..
hope next year will be better than before..
hmm,,,this new year beginning with a sad story,,my grand ma...ending her age in 010101 at 01.00 WIB...hope Allah gives forgiveness for all her mistake and wish she will be accepted in d best place of Allah side ....
maybe this year not in many different condition with before,, but i always thanks to Allah that give me more time to do something gud and forgive all my mistake...
and Alhamdulillah now i have graduted my college n get job even this is not d best one,,,and i still can spend d happiness with my lovely family,,mom,dad,bro n sis,,
bout love i still pray for d best one for me,,,
and in this 2010 i wish more lucky things for job,love,fun,and d happiness i spend with people close to me,,,,and the peaceful always come to this love for all people,,,,^^

Today is a greatday,,

After almost dis several month i'm following n helping my dad in his bussiness,,dis is d great day i ever got,,cz i met with a great indo entrepreneur ciputra,,,although so many foreign people from different country i've ever met too but dis is gave me so different spirit to be a great people that can help other's to give they d job,,
I never imagine that we gonna have a bussiness relation with ciputra group,,yap although it's just garden natural stone project but it's really memorable,,
this is the story how i met him for the first time,,,
while iam as my father assistant controlling an incoming and outgoing stuff in the project location,,suddenly he and his assistant came and talk to me,,it's really make me shocked..how can as a great entrepreneur he wants to talk to me??,,,hmmm this question get an answer after we invited to his house while talking bout our bussiness,
he said that he really likes young generation who wanna learn bout bussiness even like what i did which just helping my father,, but he said that this is really a good starting..if there's a will there is a way to be successfull persons,,,and how he talks really makes him a wise persons,,,
and in the end of our visiting, he gaves us 2 books bout ciputra which his signed on it,, and then we take a picture together..and he ended the conversation with promising to come to our store to see the jati natural root furniture,,,yippiee,,

2 weeks in bandung...so have a great moment...

no words can say...than so great...
first my friends treat me so well for de celebration of his new job..till my birthday n nay's birthday...n our funny time go to karaokean n kulineran bareng2...k super sambel n dapur sangkuriang...hmmmm....so memoriable..thanks firends...hope we'll always have a great time together...
n tomorrow i'll back to bogor...start my activities like as usual...n hope everythinga i do will make me n people around me happy...thanks

pegel..

jam udah berada di pukul 22:10 menit,,,dan tangan q berasa pegel berat n sakit buat digerakin. tapi y konsekuensi si gara2 nerima kerjaan sambilan nginputi data usm,,,
ya pengisi waktu luang biar gak boring...
tapi asyik jga rame lah,,kapan lagi manfaatin diri sendiri buat nyari duit sendiri he2..mumpung belom lulus n belom bisa nyari kerjaan diluar ya manfaatin dlu aj kesempatan yang sekalian buat latihan ntar klo dah krja beneran,,,
wah keknya dah pada mo balik ni ,,,see u,,hope tomorrow will be a better day 4 me n 4 everyone,,,

So sick,

2 hr terkapar in d bedrum bner2 nyiksa y,
g bs ngpa2in n bkin bring bgt, mkny gni ni br krasa ptng bgt jga kshtn, mlah hsrat pgn jlan n nontn lskar plangi dah memuncak bgt lg (aplg distro jg ngjak nontn hr in, hemm,mupeng dahh)...huff, tp te2p aj hrs bnr2 sbar mnahan biar cpt pulih n ntr lbrn bs bnyk muakaan,upss, g ding insyaf,:-)
hope til tuesday i'm fine, n ofcourse no need to have lab test,

Hard to say..

maybe so many reason in my mind i can’t keep my own promise that is cherrs up and talk bout everything with everyone around me,,

now all is different,,theres something in my heart that i have to keep..don’t know why coz i dont know what it is…

first i feel this is just my cycle emotion depends on everything burden in my head..

but why it makes me feel hard to breath and to share with others..hemmm

really makes me so sick mentally..

but i’m sure it will dissapear if i never think and talk about it to someone..

and talking bout others and joking bout everything with my luvly friends beside me always makes me strong to reduce all dis stuff..

heemmm why i have to reduce dis,,??..honestly don’t know…