Hard to say..

maybe so many reason in my mind i can’t keep my own promise that is cherrs up and talk bout everything with everyone around me,,

now all is different,,theres something in my heart that i have to keep..don’t know why coz i dont know what it is…

first i feel this is just my cycle emotion depends on everything burden in my head..

but why it makes me feel hard to breath and to share with others..hemmm

really makes me so sick mentally..

but i’m sure it will dissapear if i never think and talk about it to someone..

and talking bout others and joking bout everything with my luvly friends beside me always makes me strong to reduce all dis stuff..

heemmm why i have to reduce dis,,??..honestly don’t know…